Scin

everyone is just doing their best
i am trying

she said

in the background of your stance
is another missed chance
to make things right



and so it was

we were children again
except for all this baggage
we hoisted around
just in case

~

i care too much
and its only ever
in a certain way

my selfishness
has been catching up
to the place
that i thought i would have left by now

~

i am beginning to forget
what i once decided
my self to comprise

nasty habits
and the resounding
effort to see