Mysteries of the Forwards Momentum

spiraling, teetering,
vanquished heart and eyes
falling upon such precious portals
before they're whisked away.

too too much is never enough
when the craving is for chaos;
it begins as a dance to conjure wholeness
only to dwindle into the other side
of a space kept in between.

aching, probing,
passion is pouring out
into a puddle
that collects beneath my bed at night.