False Truth Serum

Untethered positivity in proximity 
Spouting validations meaning absolute shit to me.
Sharing careless vulnerabilities
Like a manic mental patient ill at ease.

Why does my drugged proclivity
Stand at odds with what I'd really be
If you caught me on my daily routine?

Vapid ponderances expelled at a rapid pace,
With just enough truth mixed in that I won't reject the taste.

Fuck this drug and fuck these empty encounters,
I'd rather be my usual self-obsessed anxious downer.